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Felinist November 05 2015

My job allows me to stay indoors for days at a time. :)
That shouldn't be good for my mental health, but it sadly is, because every time I venture past my front gate, I get harassed in the street, which instantly triggers my depression-- and the self-loathing that joins it. :)
I used to get cabin fever, so I would do my best to ignore them. Then I reached my breaking point. Now, I'm actually less depressed the more I stay inside. This feels twisted and wrong. I feel pacified and broken. :)
I keep it all bottled up like a psychopath in the making. :)
But the future refused to change... :)